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Friday, October 21st, 2005
4:41 pm
Missed an entry yesterday do to a computer crash. This occurred as i was trying to install a component at the Goddess' request. (NOT Her fault.) i have not given up my intent to comply with Her wishes, however. i will be attempting to increase the memory on the computer in order to do this. i will be working on it today and tomorrow, if needed. Goddess, i will provide more detail in an e-mail.
Wednesday, October 19th, 2005
11:53 pm
Goddess, it was with great joy that i read Your update. Not because of what You are enduring, but hearing of Your will and resolve to fight it. For that alone, i am confident Your recovery will be swifter than we a;; might assume right now. Please do not forget that we are here at Your service as well. I know i speak for all when i say that if You need anything done, we are eager to comply. Bless You, Goddess.
Tuesday, October 18th, 2005
12:00 am
Has anyone heard from the Goddess? Hoping that Her cold has run its course by now.
Sunday, October 16th, 2005
3:19 pm
Need to publicly apologize for not being able to post during the past couple days. Due to the weeklong rains and flooding, i lost my cable network connection and was unable to gain om-line access. Even tried to local library, but they were down also. Just had restoration today. Hope Goddess is not experiencing any adverse effects from the storm.
Wednesday, October 12th, 2005
10:07 pm
i've found the Queen who would take charge of me
Found on a website, She erased any frown.
In servitude to Her, ecstasy I would see
For She will always wear the authority crown.

Mistress Necroraven, I bow down before you
So rule me with a gloved hand.
Goddess Necroraven, I can never feel blue
Even when you punish me if I dared to stand.
Tuesday, October 11th, 2005
8:51 pm
i give praise and thanks to Goddess, who allowed my absence while i was travelling in MA. (No, not to Her haven, unfortunately for me.) While the weather was not accomodating, my thoughts were filled with the prospects of travelling to serve Her, instead of the mundane purpose i actually was there for. Goddess, You were in my thoughts every mile. So near, yet so far. My worship continued unabated.
Thursday, October 6th, 2005
7:54 pm
answers
These are just my own answers. Other slaves may have their own.

1. When does a slave's training end?

Never. Submission is on-going.

2. When should a slave put Goddess Necroraven's needs before its own?

At all times

3. Should a slave hesitate to obey its Goddess?

Never

4. True or false. A slave is not accountable for its actions.

False

5. How should a slave approach a Goddess?

With submission, faith, and respect
Wednesday, October 5th, 2005
10:35 pm
Quiz
A quick quiz.

1. When does a slave's training end?

2. When should a slave put Goddess Necroraven's needs before its own?

3. Should a slave hesitate to obey its Goddess?

4. True or false. A slave is not accountable for its actions.

5. How should a slave approach a Goddess?

My answers tomorrow.
Tuesday, October 4th, 2005
10:26 pm
My Goddess, i am distressed to hear that, on topof everything else, a cold bug has found its way to You. i hope You might possibly remember the recommendation I made for Zycam. It would have prevented the cold, i'm sure. i just fended off another potential cold this past weekend. As always, my thoughts and wishes are with You, today and every day.
Sunday, October 2nd, 2005
8:41 pm
Mistress, have just learned that my server will be down for the next 24 hours or so. Just wanted to make You aware of this, so that it does not appear that i am not posting. But my prayers and thoughts will remain during this brief (and inconvenient) time. Can't wait till i can return and post again. If by some chance the server is available tomorrow i WILL be sure to post.
Saturday, October 1st, 2005
1:16 pm
Welcome to life at the feet of a true Goddess, hopefulservant. We all have much still to do to show our devotion. She has been patient in not giving up on some of us and that is far more than we deserve.
Thursday, September 29th, 2005
9:09 pm
If I thought the politicians gave even the slightest damn about what the people think or want, i'd write. But the plain truth is that they don't. They've continually passed laws over the hue & cry of numerous organizations lobbies, and businesses. Democracy in this country is pretty much an illusion at this point and any change would have to come from the grass roots level. And that means there would have to be victims and sacrificial lambs as well. To be honest, I doubt I'll ever see this become a free country again in my lifetime. It may yet swing back, but it will be a very long arc. Just my opinion.
Wednesday, September 28th, 2005
9:41 pm
When i know one of a slave's purposes is to allow Mistress more free time or leisure time, it is so very frustrating to hear that You have so little of it. Frustrating that i am not there to provide that service to Her. Frustrating that i am not owned by Her, so that i could bring whatever pay i received from employment to provide Her with some assistance. Perhaps someday, if i am ever found worthy enough. Until then, i will try to find an alternate way. As Her slaves, we all must extend the effort to our Goddess in whatever manner we can. Time for us to show Her how much She is cherished. By our actions, not just our words.
Tuesday, September 27th, 2005
6:22 pm
Just wanted to wish You well, Goddess. I know this was going to be a trying day. my thoughts (indeed, all our thoughts) and hopes are with You. As always, do not hesitate to let of any of us know if there is anything we can do for Your convenience, or to make Your day more agreeable.
Monday, September 26th, 2005
9:28 am
i was going to post on a different topic, more directly related to the Goddess. But this government censorship has gotten me too angry. Bad enough it is illegal for a person to even have a cigarette in a bar these days. Anyone who actually still believes that we are living in a free country is seriously deluded. (Yes, I know we have more freedom than Iraq or Turkey, but how much freedom compared to other civilized nations do we truly have?)
Sunday, September 25th, 2005
6:46 pm
Sounds like this slave seems to have missed the opportunity to see the Goddess. Message received time that is logged was Sunday 3:11 AM. Not sure why it was so delayed (although slave was asleep at that hour and would not have seen it until today anyway). Still, hopefully others were aware of and able to present themselves to Her. But that does not ease the dejection that i must deal with, if i truly missed out.
Saturday, September 24th, 2005
7:35 pm
reclusive, if that didn't make your weekend, nothing will. You are truly in an enviable position.
Friday, September 23rd, 2005
9:06 pm
My Goddess, this slave thanks You for the kind words. But this slave does not take pride in its behavior as much as Your approval. The behavior is simply that which You deserve and expect from any slave You might choose to own. That is a part of Your birthright. However, i can understand why one such as grovelingslut wishes to be Your sole possession. It might be hard for slaves not to have that wish. But that is an expression of selfishness. Mistress should have dozens, hundred, thousands of worshippers...and in a different world or time, that would probably be the case. Even now, there is no shortage
of those who wish to be at Your feet. Also, it is none of a slave's business how many others Mistress chooses to have serve Her, anymore than it is a slave's business as to who Mistress sees, dates, sleeps with, etc. Instead, slaves should concentrate more on Her words and commands, so that She need never have to repeat the same order twice. And to apply oneself into fulfilling those wishes, whatever they may be, to the best of a slave's ability. Hopefully, to evolve to a state wherein the slave can anticipate Her wishes before or without Her having to verbalize them. But, in a nutshell, Her words are our gospel. It is really just that simple.
Thursday, September 22nd, 2005
6:42 pm
As always, it only take a moment for my Goddess to find slaves. Welcome, reclusivebusker, to slavery. It is a proud and privileged position. And, as long as you never take it for granted, Your life will become complete.
Wednesday, September 21st, 2005
9:33 pm
Goddess, You would be my Mistress always...in public and private. There is no other way but YOUR way. Your words become our gospel, Your admonitions are ALWAYS welcome, as they serve to make us better slaves. Far from being "fast food", You are best breathed in slowly, savored...Your rule indistinguishable from life...for it IS life. It has to do with knowing in the wee hours of the morning, that seeing beauty and truth, one has devotedly served it. You have every right to expect and demand our complete vulnerability and commitment.
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